I cried today... not beacause I miss you..
or even wanted you but because
I finally realized im gonna be alright  with out you!!

I'm giving up on loving you.

I cant take the pain you've put me through
Deep down I know the feelings are always there
Maybe someday you will care
At least for now I can hide my pain
I know if I don’t, I'll go insane
Our time apart has made me realize
There is no second chance when it comes to guys
I almost had you back one time
But of course, you changed your mind
The many excuses that you have told
Are getting lame and really old
We never talk anymore
Its like a room to your life and you've slammed the door
It hurts to know you've shut me out
Now I know what love is all about
You're happy then u cry and cry
Where there was truth becomes all lies
All in all it never ends for good
But then again, who thought it would?

Sometimes I remember
When we were together
Everything was perfect
In each and every way
You loved me forever, and more each day
I should have known
It was too good to be true
I held my head high
And tried and tried, to say goodbye
I thought about our memories
And all the good times
The times I had you So tight in my arms
And knew that it was true
That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do.

 i think im ganna stop write'in on my Xanga's for a while.. cuz... i jzt need to collect my mind... [nd stuff like dat] Lately.. i've been confuse... nd lost... so i think i jzt need da time.. to..think nd... [stuff]          

   mo0d:    *confuse*

 we were once friends

My love so true so dear;

but then it came to an end

and then there were only tears.

My love for you only grew stronger

but yours never came.

Our love should have lasted longer.

Why did you have to act so lame?

I cared about you deeply

and I cried so much.

Now I talk to you meekly.

I miss your soul and touch.

Now I am just lost,

playing things by ear.

Now I know what love can cost...

Is that another tear?